As It Goes

Now in life there are thing that are not so shocking. Everyone has a secret or a problem. You see I was raped about a year ago and now I have these issues. Bulimia, panic attacks, anxiety, mania, PTSD, and anger fits plague my everyday ramblings through this world. You see it's funny because when I was raped my husband was fucking around on me with another girl and after it happened he continued for six months. I am still with him. He has depression and is barely trying to get help. There are days where we want to kill each other or mainly I want to kill him but yesterday I was put back on meds after being off of them for six months and I wonder where this is all going to lead.