Monday, June 25, 2007

Work

So today was hectic. We weren't supposed to be at work but somewhere higher up they decided to work us on our off day because of this damn inspection tomorrow. If we win our bosses will get nice little remarks on there reports while we will get a pat on the back basically. I am tired now. I have been working on this so hard for so long I think my head was about to explode. So I started having a panic attack. Panic attacks are beautiful little things because for me they tend to jump up out of nowhere. My chest gets tight it hard to breath somethings wrong--somethings wrong---But what is wrong? Thats the ultimate question because while my mind is melting down I can't seem to figure out why. WHY? Nothing triggered it I just started loosing it. For what? Its embarrassing. I thought I had the anxiety under control but apparently not.

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